Monday, February 27, 2006

todo na to

grabe, I am so behind schedule..

go ate yumi, kaya natin to.....

at ikaw naman chins, bibiyayaan kita ng konting kapal ng muka, ang konti ay okey lang... o game, practice tayo chins, irerecite mo ito tuwing bago ka matulog ha, okay 1..2...3...

1)Ang ganda ganda ko
2)Ang sexy sexy ko
3)Kamuka ko ang ada Danaya ko
4)Ako si Jang Geum at eto ang aking kwento(sabay takbo na tumatawa)

promise you'll feel good afterwards(I think). It works for me eh.

>>luv you all, gudnyt.
>>my next post will be on Friday, dormer kasi, unless I get this pesky thing called wifi on my laptop working.
..Avisala Meiste

Sunday, February 26, 2006

ehem

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Ang isa ko pang mahal....

She is my favorite singer, and I think ay di na ko magchachange. I love her because behind such good melodies are the substance of the songs. Astig pa ang lyrics. And what I luv about her is that she writes her own songs...can't wait for your new album, as of now, I'm looking into buying Barbie the Singles, ang tagal ng labas nun, ngayon ko lang naisip na bumili<<<<

Pero sa april na ko bibili<<

Astig, nawalan nga ako ng isang kaibigan, napalitan kagad ng dalawa! si chins at si maureen.

Ang pag aaway namin ang pinakamagandang nangyari sa buhay ko last year, I found time to rediscover myself. haayy, buhay, parang life, pero astig kasi I hav no regrets, much to gain and much to thank for....
leveling!!!

I am so happy, tapos na ang aming research paper, double it up na walang pasok ngayon, nakatulog din ako..

>>> grabe ang sakit ng balikat ko kakatype kahapon, buti na lang nandyan si chan chan para magmasahe<<<<

kachata ko si chins kagabi...dami naming napag usapan tungkol sa lovelife..........
astig nung guy na yon chins! sana malayo ang marating nyo !!!

kagabi nanood ako ng Last Samurai! fresh from working on the research paper kaya nakarelate talaga ako. I want to post something more serious eh, siguro later na lang. Plus, gagawa muna ako ng speech...

Grabe, ano ba ang nangyayari sa bayan natin? nakakahiya naman sa mga taga Leyte, natabunana na sila!

sige, post ulit mamaya, para sa mga members ng JEWELITP, saka ko na ipopost yung research paper namin pagka submit ko na.

baboosh!



Saturday, February 25, 2006

heheh

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She is Lee Young Ae.

If I will use 2words to describe this woman...hey wait! can I use three words? You mean only 2 words?There is so much to say!

Okay..here it is..KNOCK-OUT BEAUTY! its self explanatory...

What am I doing at this late hour? The socsci research paper. No, I am not complaining, I am in fact, enjoying every bit of it. Come on, how many chances in your second year high school life do you get to write a research paper about JEWEL in the PALACE? Seriously...


I will stop, after today, I will say nothing. I will end this, tutal nakamove on at nag grow na ko. Heck<<-- di naman mahirap yon ha, I find it awful nga just saying your name.

Ayokong magsalita ng tapos, pero ngayon pa lang, wag ka ng umasa, that's the way life is my dear<>..

Well, ang labo ko..<<<

Friday, February 24, 2006

I'm quite excited about our research paper in Soc.Sci. It's about Jewel in the Palace! Ang sarap gumawa ng paper, kahit antok na antok ka na, basta si Jang Geum! And Encantadia is quite competent ha, isa lang ang reklamo ko, asan na si Aquil?!?

My Name is Choi Chen Qing

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Para sa members ng forum ni chinthy, eto po yung explanation:

What went wrong?

The third inner rule of the palace girls is the most applied of all the inner rules in Dae Jang Geum. The summary of the application of the third inner rule in the entire series can be put into these words: Sacrifice the few for the benefit of the many.

We have seen this reasoning take place many times in Dae Jang Geum. When Jang Geum’s own mother, Lady Meong He Park was framed-up by the Choi family for adultery, she immediately had to be killed to protect the prestige of the palace girl community and in effect, the integrity of the palace.

This event need not happen. Observing the lifestyle of an ordinary palace girl in Dae Jang Geum, even if their entire stay in the palace is, as described by Madame Jung, lonely, there are still little hardships. Except that you are not allowed to marry, their tasks are essentially light, especially the palace girls under King Joongjong’s rule, who is described to be a warm-heated and forgiving ruler. The palace girls just have to strive hard and be responsible for keeping up with their tasks, which can be easy for those with perseverance since everything is provided to them. The palace girls are allowed to read and write, and get educated about not only food but history and government as well. They have access to certain books and are free to use the facilities inside the kitchen anytime if it’s for their training. Their lives will be easy as long as they obey the rules.

If the life inside the palace is not that heavy at all, why did the deaths of Meong He and Lady Han ever take place? Why was Jang Geum needed to be exiled to Genju Island? How come the once idealistic and loyal friend Lady Choi is, turned to be so ugly and wicked? Why was Geum Young’s principles destroyed? What went wrong? All the answers rely on the practices of the people of the part of Asia they belong in.

Korea is a part of Monsoon Asia, where group effort and wellness of a community is more valued than individual growth. This is very evident in the series especially with the Choi family. So what went wrong with Lady Choi and the others? The main problem here is that they are attached to one family and one group of people. They are only concerned about the situation of their own small group and because of that, they are willing to hurt other groups that hinder their way. Taking Lady Choi for example, when they were just worker girls and her friend Meong He saw her put poison into the Queen’s food on her family’s orders, she did not wish to frame Meong He up for adultery and watch her die, but she needed to protect her family and thus, she did so. Eventually, that became her principle in life, to protect the Choi family at all costs. The bad thing is, the group she vowed to protect doesn’t really deserve her protection. When Lady Han was declared as the new Highest Kitchen Lady, she could easily have given in, but no. Her family has held the Highest Kitchen Lady position for five generations and she could simply not let it end, especially not in her hands. She asked herself to be demoted to the sauce department, but pleaded to Lady Han that she let Geum Young, her niece, stay in the kitchen because she has talents. She wants Geum Young to continue the legacy of the Choi family.

Later on, she cooked up a conspiracy involving Jang Geum and Lady Han to the poisoning of the king. Because of this she was able to recover the Highest Kitchen Lady position for her family. At that time, both Lady Han and Jang Geum was supposed to be sentence to death as any forms of disobedience to the king will have to face death. However, Lady Choi did not want to do anything bad anymore, this is evident when she told Lady Han while she was still in prison that all of these, starting from Meong He, would never had happened if only they did not let their principles hinder the intentions of the Choi family. The death sentence was later on mellowed to exile and slavery because of Lady Choi. This is a proof that Lady Choi is naturally a good person, however, the selfish intentions of the group of people she was attached to hinder the way for her individual goodness to prosper.

Until her last days, and in her death, she was still thinking of ways to save the Choi family, more than her own life. Because her attachment to the group hindered the way for her individual concerns to be voiced out, the only way she can prove herself is by not letting the Choi family go down especially in her time, which is not parallel to her niece, Geum Young’s view of her obligations to the Choi family.
When she was asked by Lady Choi to place a written curse in the special kitchen in order for the son in the Queen’s womb to become a princess, she accepts the job but says that she does it so because it is the fate of the Choi family and that she has to accept it, but she also noted to Lady Choi that she will definitely make sure that this fate will end in her time. Lady Choi did not believe her, because Geum Young was just like her at first.

What about Jang Geum and Lady Han? Lady Choi told them that they could not have suffered if only they did not meddle. What can really have caused this ‘meddling’? Why did they have to let themselves experience the hardships, just to fight for their principles, when other palace girls are busying themselves with petty in fights? Reviewing the lifestyle of an ordinary palace girl, they could easily have avoided the hard life, but the factors that contributed to the principles of Jang Geum and Lady Han is right there inside the kitchen, education.

The mode of education inside the Choson royal kitchen can be viewed in a way that it provides for the growth of an individual, rather the entire group. If you are free to use any ingredient you want and facility to learn outside class hours, you can easily leave behind your classmates in their knowledge and be able to develop your skills on your own. Especially to people like Jang Geum and Lady Han, to whom a day without reading a book or two cannot be considered a day, taking advantage of this privilege is more beneficial to an individual, rather than it is to the group. If they are allowed to acquire a great deal of knowledge, they learn new ideas, and they also learn of the past behind their time and realize that things had not always been the way they are. Generally, the mode of acquiring education came in conflict with the situation of the society. Because of the education Madame Jung acquired inside the palace, she was able to form her principles; she was able to recognize that her mission inside the kitchen is to make a difference in the way highest kitchen ladies are chosen. She suggested to the king that they hold a contest instead of the head lady choosing the next to fill the position because her vocation is that for talents and good intentions become the sole basis for choosing the people to take over the positions, not wealth, family or influence. Doing so, she ensures only the best for her beloved kitchen, she wants to see fair play and democracy, but doing so too, changes a dynasty old tradition of passing down a position. Her way of thinking, the method she acquired that thinking and the changes she wants to do using the new ideas she has acquired can be categorized as a form of liberalism. The way she and Lady Han died is a good example to show us the dangers of liberal thinking in a colony. The Spaniards allowed only a small percentage of Filipinos, usually the rich, to acquire education. Other than that, the education that the lowly indio acquires is mostly on the Christian doctrine, a tactic the Spaniards have developed so that the Filipinos will have a firmer hold on their vehicle of colonization, which is religion. This may cause some of the privileged Filipino elites to fear change; they fear that their call for change may endanger them, the way Lady Han suffered because she voiced out her liberal ideas.

This similar idea is one of the things that separate the East from the West. Liberalism and democracy are generally a western invention. Because westerners are not that attached to their family as Monsoon Asians are, they can be expected to have different principles, unlike in a family based society. When we say family, we mean a group of people following the same law, enjoying the same culture and as expected, one traditional way of thinking. During the series, we saw what happened to
the people who deviated away from these traditions. And because as we have said, liberalism and democracy is a western invention, the lives of the palace girls of monsoon Asia which welcomed these new ideas were persecuted.

Saturday, February 11, 2006

dd

Wonder what todos los sang'gres means? This is todos los sang'gres:

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Actually, the pic is not complete, but I got the idea for the name of my url from this pic. The list of the name of all the Sang'gres from order of birth is here:

Minea, Cassiopeia, Pirena, Amihan, Alena, Danaya, Lira, Mira, Kahlil, Cassandra.

La lang.

dd

This is taken from sunlight_pianists blog. If I am to make up for her for not asking permission, pls. visit her blog( ay shit na close ko na pala ang kanyang window.) Sorry po, sana maintindihan mo sunlight_pianist, interesting kasi to eh.

AFTER THE ULTRA STAMPEDE....

will we still dream of easy money?
will we still line up for a chance of 1 million pesos?
will we still camp for days just for a promise of a better life?
will we learn our lesson?when will we really work and love it?
when will we realize that game shows will not make you richer?
when will people open their eyes and see that they are being fooled by the show?
will we be blind again?
or will we learn to see the truth?wake up, filipinos.
study hard.

Friday, February 10, 2006

hi

Avisala!

Well, so far today is a fine day. Later after lunch we shall watch I will always love you as I am looking forward to it. I had been thinking about what I wrote yesterday about trust, and how it holds the world together. Next, I want to talk about service, but not now, maybe tomorrow.

Let me tell you about my dream. When I ask people about their dreams for the future, they would usually reply me what they want to become, like a doctor, or a nuclear engineer. Those are not the answers that I want, as I firmly believe that what you want to become is much different from your dream. And I do believe too that such professions are only tools, or rather vehicles to achieving your dreams. Let me give you an example:

I have only one dream in life, and that is to seek and serve God with all my heart, and soul, and strength. But in order for this dream to become a reality, I still need to accomplish something else, I need a vehicle. And let’s say I want to become a writer and a film director, and I want my name to be pasted next to Brocka and Bernal, so that it is Brocka-Bernal-Diaz. I need to make sure that the profession I want to seek is in accordance with my dream of leading a life of service. That is, I’ll make sure that every novel I’ll write and every film I’ll direct will lead my audience closer to Him. End of lesson.

Now, I’ll let you in to the stuff that I like, or rather can live without the others too accompany them.

If I am to live with only one_____ it would be________

Gadget: my laptop, I need to write.
Song: Fire by Kitchie Nadal, it summarizes my life and what is to become of it.
Album: Kitchie Nadal’s self titled fist album. No questions asked.
Singer: Kitchie Nadal. It’s self explanatory.
Book: I don’t want to be plastic saying it’s the Holy Bible, no, its Harry Potter 4
Show: Encantadia, not Etheria, Encantadia. Jewel in the Palace comes in second, a very slim difference, slimmer than half of a strain of my hair after I’ve used Pantene green. My dyosa bang di mahaba ang buhok? By the way, Encantadia will return, its not a rerun. E kahit naman rerun di ako magsasawa.
Starstruck finalist: Jennylyn and Ranier move over, here comes Arci Munoz!
Expression: Leveling!!!
Friend: pwede bang wag mamili, I’ll rather have all of them or none of them if I’ll hurt others in the way.
Koreanovela: I want to give Jewel a chance so here it is. Jewel in the Palace.
Network: Syempre Kapuso, honestly, I hardly watch any other channel at all, it won’t be hard for me if our tv onnlt receives signals from Channel 7.
Website: EC! http://www.evades.net/encantadiks second na ang aking blog.
Ice cream flavor: cheese
Fastfood: Jollibee
DVD: My JITP series Charice sold to me.
Loveteam: Danaya-Aquil

Enough muna for today. I’ll keep n touch tomorrow.


Avisala Meiste!

If there is one word....

I was bloghopping last Wednesday and happenned to pass by the blog of my friend Dea. I felt so flattered about what she wrote there, that she considers me as one of her bestfriends. Plus the deeds I have done to her that made her consider me. Before I thought that such deeds are just ordinary parts of my life, my obligation as a human being coexisting with other earthlings. I asked her personally why she considers me as one of her bestfriends and she replied, " Kasi mabait ka sa kin, like now, binibigyan mo ko ng chocolate." I was indeed sharing with her my Hershey's Kisses. But the I immediately replied, " Mabait ba yun, akala ko obligasyon ko yon bilang kapwa tao." That's when I realized, hindi pala ganon ang takbo ng mundo, not everyone shares, as if sharing is a miracle to some poeple, that's why this world have turned into such a drastic place.

If I where to choose a word that have helped keep this world intact up to now, its not love, nor hope, but trust. I hope you agree with me, but if this world had not been operating in trust, every man would have gone insane, ever since the dawn of man. Agriculture would not have progressed, communities would not have prospered and even the identity of one's self would not have been discovered. Indeed, without trust, the entire mankind could not have moved on. Up to now, I still beleive that our world and all of its nations are bound and held together bu trust, and that all other wars that happenned in the past , is still to happen and even the petty fights that ordinary people have established towards one another are a result of lack of osr shattered trust.

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

My favorite song

Avisala!


This is my favorite song.
Lyrics by kitchie
Sung by kitchie
Astig si kitchie

Fire

little child, did you throw the dice again?
black and blue paint on your wall
didn't momma tell you that she loved you so
even if her bones are dry to hear you sing and cry

trying to please the world at,
the age of seventeen
you kill your babies, and call it offering
a stench of truth a life for a life
to be kind is to be unkind

it took six sweet years of your life
you walk alone along with your
tea cold colored mind
subtly you pay the curse upon you
but the promise of the Man,
seeps through earth, grave and stone

chorus
you will seek Him with all your heat and soul and strength
you'll count all the cost, since you walk out the door
without a warning, you'll set the world on fire!!!

never appearing not to
emerging through unscathed
little god, you're cauterizd by sin
comfortable and seem to gain the taste of the fatherless

repeat chorus

I changed some part of the lyrics, very minimal. I changed the original article 'a' to the in the line, the promise of the man seeps through earth, grave and stone. The original line is, " a man". I change it because that's the way I feel. I believe that there is only one man whose promises will never fail, and if you've read through the lyrics, you'll know it's Him. "A' man is less specific than 'the' man.

Avisala Meiste!

Saturday, February 04, 2006

Finally under the solace of sleep

Avisala!

Since Monday I was sleeping under a steady rate, 3:00 in the morning, that's three hours a day.
No, I am not insomiac, but its because we are finishing our integrated project for the YMSAT week. We are ten in the group and sadly only two from our group are adept to Macromedia Flash MX so the work can hardly be divided. As a result, we have to endure sleepless nights for Kamille and Dea can only work in shifts. (I dont want to pressure them but as much as I try, I can't help it)

Our job is to create a ten minute Flash presentation about our topic, which is Science Literature. We chose Deception Point by Dan Brown for our book. Deception is an easy book for much of the topics discussed there, we already have tackled in our lessons.

LAst last night we had a sleepover at Marianne's house in Antipolo. It only took me A split second to love the place. I loved Cottonwoods subdivisions, everywhere has a 'homy' ambience. Sadly though, we didn't have much time to enjoy the place as all our faces out stuffed infront of our laptops' monitors. We can't hardly even call it a sleepover since we didn't sleep at all. And here is the good part(warning! sarcasm!) we are neither finished nor halfway.

Yesterday was cards out day. As expected, my GWA declined but happily, I have no failing marks. My father fetched me and my bastfriend and we drov e back home. After lunce, I and chan chan were soon under the covers. We were playing with our feet before the solace of sleep finally won over us.

Friday, February 03, 2006

Oi

Ako Si Giselle, At Ito Ang Aking Blag.,
>>> Ako ay nadapa